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my name starts with a v and i love cute things to death!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
⚠︎ the site may contain content of mental illness.
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2024
09/30/2025
✱ MAD LAB PARTY 1ST ANNIVERSARY (2/2)
Today is the first anniversary for MAD LAB PARTY!
No short writing this year! However it will not be the last you see of these two!
MAD LAB PARTY was made for the 2024 Spooktober Jam... which I once again joined incredibly late.
This time wasn't because of work, but because of my sheer incompetence...!!!
Initially, the original game jam idea was THE FOGKEEPER, a game following the lighthouse keeper Elias Grimsley. It was inspired off of The Lighthouse (2019) movie and a bit of the movie Braid (2018) too.
However, about 1-2 weeks in, I decided to switch up... I felt like the concept for The Fogkeeper was far too ambitious and definitely wouldn't be made in time! So I started planning the much shorter MAD LAB PARTY.
The first design of Noe! Originally didn't have a scarecrow theme and he was more so a reused version of Elias, so his personality was more stoic and annoyed than anxious.
However this is pretty common I think... And besides I wanted to keep Elias so I didn't want to just make a character who was basically him. So I got rid of the stoic parts and made Noe a loser, though still easily irritated.
Oh to have anger and anxiety issues at once...
Aside from this... There's actually not that much to talk about regarding MAD LAB PARTY's development!
It was pretty set in stone.
The OST was composed by Maigo.
You can listen to the songs I had used as inspiration here.
Corbin's character was completely created waaaay before MAD LAB PARTY as Valentine (One of my oldest oc's) friends, just never had a design. He's always been pretty set in stone. Though I never intended for him to come off as a yandere, but I suppose thats my thing now?
My milanote script, lol.
Oh, and the narrator of the game is Crow. I guess that's important.
Bonus fact: Noe was originally a transman but I apparently forgot that at some point so let's just say he explored his identity and became genderfluid.
It's also because of Mattias because I only forgot because I confused their genders. (Mattias was originally genderfluid!)
09/30/2025
✱ Almost our first anniversary (not technically)!!!!!
I was thinkin'... It's getting real close to halloween again...
No.
Didn't even let me finish? I was going to say it's only right that we both have a date to celebrate our first indirect meeting!
Besides, I believe this is what the one is telling me.
Besides, I believe this is what the one is telling me.
...I'm just not in the mood.
You're never in the mood! Can't we celebrate our first anniversary just once?
Can we just celebrate it after Halloween?
I'm.. really sorry. I just don't feel good at all. I.. I mean I feel like every part of my skin is burning and- and it's so hard to think clearly. I just keep feeling so....
I'm.. really sorry. I just don't feel good at all. I.. I mean I feel like every part of my skin is burning and- and it's so hard to think clearly. I just keep feeling so....
...Hey, hey. If you insist. Let's have a lovely date after Halloween.
'm... Happy late birthday too, Noe.
'm... Happy late birthday too, Noe.
08/13/2025
✱ Happy birthday!!!!!
Yo-hoo! Did you get any birthday gifts for me?
It's your birthday?
Huh, I thought you were more liiiiike... A December baby.
I'll give you a gift in December!
Huh, I thought you were more liiiiike... A December baby.
I'll give you a gift in December!
Uh huh. ...Oookay. Whatever you say.
Weirdo.
Weirdo.
What was that?
Hey, hey. Don't get so riled up, friend!
We're both weirdos. I mean no harm! Anyways, I gotta go harass the florist. He promised to give me a lovely birthday wish.
Then I'm planning to relax with my blessings.
We're both weirdos. I mean no harm! Anyways, I gotta go harass the florist. He promised to give me a lovely birthday wish.
Then I'm planning to relax with my blessings.
Not gonna harass your boyfriend too?
He's been pretty distant recently.
It's fine though~ It's almost Halloween.
I'll just get him on edge. Four years, haha!
It's fine though~ It's almost Halloween.
I'll just get him on edge. Four years, haha!
06/26/2025
✱ HACHAMECHA MARCHEN POST JAM!
Apologies for the late blog post...
Hachamecha Marchen has been updated!
Includes: Bug fixes, 2 extra CGs, and some new + reworked dialogue!
Play HERE!
05/30/2025
✱ DISCORD OPENING!
My discord is open!
It's primarily for alerts on when I stream, however, it's also a place for creators to chat!
Join HERE!
05/29/2025
✱ 🚦 05/29 STUDY STREAMS OVER !
The youtube stream crashed... (◞‸◟；)
But twitch went on for 2 and a half hours!
During the 3 10 minute break periods, we finished this quick drawing of Redbud in the Gogh avatar!
04/30/2025
✱ HAPPY BIRTHDAY!
It's my birthday today! I'm 17!
04/24/2025
✱ Happy birthday.
(...I didn't get any gifts or birthday wishes yesterday. Not even Noe.
Ugh... Everyone's seriously the worst. I hope they all die...)
Ugh... Everyone's seriously the worst. I hope they all die...)
(...)
(Hehe, I wonder if I nag them about it, they'll feel guilty and give me a huge gift. Actually, I could probably guilt-trip Noe into hanging out with me. Nevermind, this is perfect~♪)
(...Still wish Elias would've answered the phone though.)
04/20/2025
✱ HACHAMECHA MARCHEN RELEASED!
HACHAMECHA MARCHEN has been released for the 2025 RPGmaker jam!
A psychological horror with metagame elements following a strangely boring card game.
04/01/2025
✱ APRIL FOOLS.
I'm not opening that.
Woah! Hey- I haven't even said anything yet!
Who said this gift was for you, huh?
Who said this gift was for you, huh?
...Who else are you gifting in a library?
I never see you out with any friends so...
I never see you out with any friends so...
Woah, so mean. You're always hurtin' my feelings, Noe.
O-Oh. Uh... I'm sorry. That wasn't supposed to be an insult. I just...
As an apology, you should accept my lovely present!
I promise it's not fake spiders this time!
I promise it's not fake spiders this time!
So it was for me...!? Ugh- Making me feel bad for no reason...!
Fine, okay.
Fine, okay.
...Huh?
Why do you look so confused?
You're always hurting my feelings, Noe!
I get you nice trinkets and you look at me like I'm the worst.
You're always hurting my feelings, Noe!
I get you nice trinkets and you look at me like I'm the worst.
I'm just... a little surprised you actually got me something nice.
On April Fools too..?
On April Fools too..?
If you're gonna be so upset about it, I'll just go back to getting you trash.
So unappreciative... The things I do...
So unappreciative... The things I do...
W-Wait, are you genuinely mad at me?
Wait- Where are you going?
Mattias??
Wait- Where are you going?
Mattias??
04/01/2025
✱ APRIL FOOLS!!!!
It's not actually April Fools for me yet Um.
But to account for timezones, the website has been goofed up for APRIL FOOLS!!!!!
PLEASE ENJOY AND BE SILLY!!!!!!!!!!
03/31/2025
✱ HAPPY TDOV!
03/28/2025
✱ Deadmans∞Syndrome Development...
03/27/2025
✱ Yuma Synth V
ok so a bit ago i reaaaally wanted to doodle a yuma synth v design so i did! but i think ive gotten emotionally attached to him. I have a deep parasocial relationship with him and will be drawing him a lot. I apologize.
03/25/2025
✱ "Does your OC have any bad habits?"
He also procrastinates on his 20 page essays.
03/22/2025
✱ Deadmans∞Syndrome Development...
Some game screenshots for Deadmans∞Syndrome ...
I kept forgetting to post these, sorry!
03/20/2025
✱ Spring time START. . .
O-oh, there you are, Miss Prima!
You're travelling a lot today, aren't you...?
You're travelling a lot today, aren't you...?
Well of course, darling!
It's the first day of spring after all. I have a lot of work to do! ♪
It's the first day of spring after all. I have a lot of work to do! ♪
Here's a little special flower for you.
Blessed by Lotus-Eater themself, hee he~♪
Blessed by Lotus-Eater themself, hee he~♪
...Th-Thank you.
I, uh... I know you're busy but I wanted to ask about my last order...
I, uh... I know you're busy but I wanted to ask about my last order...
Woah-ho-ho! Would you look at the time? If I don't get going, the other witches will have my head!
Ta-ta! See you! Take care! Much love!
Ta-ta! See you! Take care! Much love!
But M-Miss...???
03/15/2025
✱ Happy birthday.
(...)
(It's strange. I almost forgot today was my actual birthday.)
(There's no one to celebrate with...)
(It's strange. I almost forgot today was my actual birthday.)
(There's no one to celebrate with...)
Heyo~
...Ugh, why are you here?
I told you, I don't have the flowers you want.
And if this is about your stupid friends, I told you, I'm not interested in weirdos like you!
I told you, I don't have the flowers you want.
And if this is about your stupid friends, I told you, I'm not interested in weirdos like you!
Ouch! Geez, I just said hi!
Haha~ I wanted to wish you a happy birthday!
Because I know no one else is going to, hehe~
Haha~ I wanted to wish you a happy birthday!
Because I know no one else is going to, hehe~
...Are you gonna give me a gift or what? Just the birthday wishes?
Woah, a little ungrateful much?
Boohoo, you make me so sad... Aren't you the one who said the best gift is showing your care?
Boohoo, you make me so sad... Aren't you the one who said the best gift is showing your care?
That was years ago. The best gift now is money, and don't act like you're not flaunting around your cash everywhere you go. You can afford losing a couple of dollars.
So pay up or get out of my store.
So pay up or get out of my store.
Ha! Blunt! You're still hilarious!
Alright, alright. Here. Happy birthday, oldie.
A little charity fund for someone like you.
But you better wish me a happy birthday too when the day comes~?
Alright, alright. Here. Happy birthday, oldie.
A little charity fund for someone like you.
But you better wish me a happy birthday too when the day comes~?
Absolutely not.
Thanks for the free money though.
Thanks for the free money though.
03/12/2025
✱ Wonderend 0
I played the main story of Wonderend 0!
I'll finish the secret ending later today.
I was skeptical at first, but I actually really enjoyed it in the end. The bosses were SUPER hard though... I was stuck on them for a while especially NULL. I hate you NULL.
I really liked Alan! And the story overall... In fact, it's kinda similar to STTN, so I enjoyed it... because obviously I'd like something similar to my own story haha.
The visuals were really cool actually. It was cute but also a bit spooky. I don't wanna spoil anything but too big but WOW!!! I was. Not expecting that in the Ending. Well I kinda guessed it in like Night 2 but I didn't think it would be SHOWN. But honestly I'm glad they didn't cut to a black screen. It made it 10x more scary!!! Props to them!!
Please heed the warnings of the game!
It really does not play about it lol.
The intro was a little tedious and confusing, and the boss battles were. Irritating sometimes. But I liked it over all. A surprisingly nice game.
I played it in one sitting starting at 11pm to 5am but I suggest you take breaks because Goodness... Those bosses...
This is me, if you even care...
03/11/2025
✱ Mirror Image
This was for my final art class project. I made 3 illustration concepts and 3 concepting pages, but i'll just show two of the concepts.
03/10/2025
✱ SNOW MIKU 2026 - CHOCO CROISSMILE !
My snow miku design! Choco Crois(sant)smile!
It's a bit silly, but I like it a lot. Don't think it fits the theme too much and I doubt it's that good but I did this for fun!
Here was the concept art for it. You can see that the chocolate theme was not intentional at first...
03/05/2025
✱ Monitoring Redraw
02/22/2025
✱ !! NOTICE...
Currently I have an impersonation site.
Please know that I'm not stupid enough to buy an expensive domain url nor put info on NFT stuff in the updates box of my homepage.
I'd really appreciate it if you'd report the url "https://zenoslots.tech/" to google's phishing report!
02/15/2025
✱ Val's Birthday Questions...
02/14/2025
✱ Happy Valentines day~
version 2
02/14/2025
✱ "Happy birthday."
...What is this?
A birthday gift, obviously?
Are you blind? It's wrapped and everything.
Are you blind? It's wrapped and everything.
Oh, makes sense.
I thought you got me a Valentine's day gift for a second. It scared me.
I thought you got me a Valentine's day gift for a second. It scared me.
Oi, don't act like that would be bad.
Considering you, it would be the end of the world for me.
Do you have a valentines anyways?
Do you have a valentines anyways?
Of course! Her name is... Is... Hm... It was...
02/04/2025
✱ NOOOO
Accidentally made a banger post can they blow up my art next :(
01/30/2025
✱ STTN Development
You'll see some of these things real soon.
01/30/2025
✱ KIERAN
New year new kieran
01/20/2025
✱ MISANTROUPE 2023 v. 2025
2023
2025
2025
I've been too demotivated to update this site or instagram, sorry!